Today I made a decision

I am grateful. Today I made the decision to let go of my hatred of my father. I still don't forgive him, I did that once before and I am not ready to do that again at least not yet. But, I am ready to let go of the active hate. That is progress.

Family Sundays

I am so grateful that we long ago decided that Sundays were our family days. I had to laugh at my strange family, I love them so. I wandered around the house and my youngest was in her bedroom, playing on her laptop, my oldest was in the living room playing Call of Duty on the xbox (and chatting away with people she met in pick up games aka PUGs, and my husband was in our office, playing SWTOR, helping some of his guild mates. I was logging in and checking on my online class as well as the assignments of my on campus classes. They all seem to wait until Sunday to get their work in, LOL.

Anyway, even though we were all 'doing our own thing' I felt amazingly comforted by the fact that I knew where everyone was and what they were doing, and they were all happy. That is definitely something to be grateful for.